My name is Mara, and I am in the recovery phase of my eating disorder. While gone are the days of obsessively weighing myself in every morning, driving my finger as deeply into my throat as possible, or gulping down some laxatives I once convinced myself were safe, as the bottle indicated things like “herbal” and “all-natural,” I wonder when I will ever really get over this fear of food. The thought of this seems far-fetched. I was not always the uptight and serious person a